"Alrighty so the dealio is that if you comment i'll give you a letter and you can list in your journal ten things starting with that letter that you like."

I like;

1. Outside
2. Omelets
3. Ovens (cause I like to bake.)
4. Optimism
5. Old movies
6. Obama
7. Onion rings
8. Open space
9. Originality
10. Oatmeal-raisin cookies

Lol! Wow, that was hard. I had to go search "O" words to remember some. I came up with a lot of food, makes me look like a pig, I haven't had a lot of those things in a long time though. XD

I haven't really been on Deviant Art lately, I have been pulling my life together and it is much better.
Also, I haven't really been drawing for myself, accept for Art class and right now we are doing faces and I am pretty good at it so I think I am going to start getting into realism more, so hopefully I will update this place soon so be on the look out for some of my pictures.
~Bri

I still don't feel very happy.... Last night, my mom got me really freaking angry and then after that, I went to sleep for like 5 to 10 minutes to be woken up by her loud talking on the phone and laughing.
That was very inconsiderate, oh well, I am still going to be mad at her cause that was just rude and she knows it, and if she doesn't know what made me mad before I went to bed, then she is stupid.
Well, forget about that, I am going to try and oekaki and draw more so I can update, so be on the look out.

Why does my life have to be so complicated? I am always stuck between two people, my mother and my father, they're separated and I have to keep secrets from both of them...
It's killing me! My life is so messed up, I never get to live the life of a normal teen because of the problems that I have to deal with, I have to be mature and handle these things, but I just can't do it any more, I want to run away, be by myself and not have to deal with these things.
I feel so different from the people that I hang around, they all pretty much live a normal life, but I really haven't, I wish I could, but that won't ever happen.
Not too long ago, I talked to my dad, he made me so angry, it's like I am always doing something wrong, acting like he's perfect and like he hasn't done anything wrong, when he doesn't call me and he just waits for me to call him, then when I finally get the chance to talk to him, he puts me don't and yells at me.
He gets to have fun all the time and I don't at all really... My mom and me don't really get to enjoy life, were just struggling to get by, to buy food and have transportation still having to live with the exact same clothes for so many months, even years, it's really quite disgusting. My mom has gone without new clothes for many years and my dad on the other hand, who hasn't really taken care of me, my whole life gets clothes and whatever he wants, whenever he wants it.
Why does life have to be like this.... I am so messed up.

OH MY GOODNESS !!!
My mom and my friend's mom tricked me..... She told me my mom's car was broken down, so she said that one of our neighbors would take her to Wendys and we would meet her there.
Well, for all I knew, in the little light brown car that we were suppost to meet, held my brother and once he came out of the car, I just looked for a second, lost it, and got out the car and hugged him for a long while.
I felt so good, a cried for a little while... I was so mad at my mom this week because of our little journey down to where my brother is stationed, that went terribly wrong and really disapointing for me.
I feel pretty good right now. ^_^